I need some advice before I fall apart?

There HAS TO BE A WAY for the truth to be told & the truth about EVERYTHING including yourself has to be cleared up. You badly need to talk to a social worker. Please see if you can find a social worker who is willing to help you w/your dilemma as none of this is the truth, & the truth HAS to be told & straightened out once & for all. You are NOT being treated fairly, & there is NO reason for this to be. Please make some phone calls until you can find the rite person who is willing to help you out. There HAS to be SOMEONE who can help you. Keep trying, do NOT give up until you get this all settled once & for all. I wish you the best, honey...:)